i said to myself that the next time i bloged here, i was going to do somethingabout my site. you know make it more snazzy but here i am typing away on the same ol' thing.

i got a rude awakening sometime this past week. All i live for is WORK. the ramadan holiday that we just had, we had to go to work to clear some outstanding issues. we got tuesday off to relax and prepare for work on wednesday. can you believe it that when i really gave it some thought, i found out that if i hadn't gone to the office, i probably would have slept all through the break. what kinda exi

Should i say a Happy New Year?

I don't think it would be out of order cos this is the first time I am blogging here this year.

To think that it is almost the end of the year. So many things have gone down this year.

I got promoted....

 I got a nephew....

 I got duped.....

I got engaged....

i tried 'almost' sex...

I cried so much....

 I laughed so hard....

 I've had retreats....

I've quarrelled....

I've made promises that I broke, some I kept....

The list is endless. I thank God that I am alive though. There were times that concerning certain things I actually wanted to throw in the towel and say wth. Felt like screaming, pulling at my hair, pulling at some other person's hair*preferably my mother's, cos she's been giving me mega stress lately*.So far I thank God.

This is actually very therapeutic.Writing, that is. Even though I have  not written what is actually bothering me I feel much better already.

The truth of the matter is that I am actually torn in 2 most of the time. Is it possible to be ecstatically happy and at the same time down right sad? I have been feeling that way lately .

I am a Roman Catholic engaged to a Jehovah's Witness. Everybody says from a distance that it is not going to work. I never would have touched a Jehovh's witness with a 10yard pole but i met this one and things I shouldn't be feeling, things I shouldn't see were right up in my face. For this sole reason my mother has gone bananas. I used to be the one that gave her the least trouble but now I am the topic of most of our family meetings. When i ask what it is about the fellow that she doesn't like, she doesnt give a good reason. On the other hand, this guy is a fantastic person. My only issue is the faith thing because of my upbringing. Atimes I wonder why God issues that should bring us together are actually the things that separate us? Afterall Jesus prayed that we should all be one as He is one in God and God is one in Him. Maybe I am talking like this because of my associations........

My sister told me that if I dump this guy, I would have dumped a jewel and just might not get another one again.

I am confused but this is one risk I am ready and willing to take.

To be Contd.....

Compliments of the season to y'all. Yeah yeah I know I tool a hiatus from this thingy for work reasons, though I wasn't so happy to do it but I really got no choice.

Many things have gone down during my stay away, like I've shed some, moving to a new place, reviewed salary, hoping for a promotion, etc. Today I wrote a test in the office and I scored a frigging  64.44. I was so pissed cos I thought I should have scored more than that and all those I assisted when they were writing theirs got nothing less than 80 and they say good people finish last. The annoying thing is that these peeps thought they did it on their own. Anyways, that was what I wanted to share.

ttyl

Why is it that I always get to do this when it's raining real hard like tis doing outside now. I think it's been going on for hours now and to think that I spread some clothes outside to receive some sunlight only for the sun not to shine. Well enough of all that.

I have been throwing parties these past couple of days for various reasons and I think I have got to stop. Don't get your knickers in a twist they are not the kind of parties you enjoy. If it is a good one, then there will be tears for dessert. If not, t'will just be mind thrashing to be topped with resolutions as to making myself better.

Take today for instance, mind you I never have them parties during working hours because it can cost me concentration on my job, so they are barred to when I close at night and am about to sleep. I guess that is why I wake up in the morning with headcahes.Before I get on a roll, let me say this. I've got the hots for some guy in my office. Apart from the fact that he is soooo cute, maybe I shouldn't get involved because he is my colleague and I am not into office romance. He also has a girlfriend who is not in town. I am really confused. Should I? Should I not?

See y'all tomorrow.